I have had a hunger for the truth even before I knew the religion my parents were in did not make sense. I use to watch Chinese movies without even knowing the language, I felt there was something there.

I would see them crossed legged not knowing that one day I would be searching for answers as to what is meditation, what are spirit guides and how can I have a spiritual awakening?

Even before I knew anything about meditation I was looking for a way to find spiritualism through meditations.

All I would see in movies where Buddhist meditation being practiced. I did not what meditation was let alone know how to do meditation.

Please keep in mind I had no knowledge of culture and different races within the continent of Asia. All I knew was that you sat cross-legged, I did not even know there were different types of meditation.

I do remember that I was very intrigued by how peaceful Asians looked in their healing meditation practice. I think I consciously started to see the truth of their peace when I was seven or eight years of age.

I would find I all I could gather from the culture, but the secret to inner peace and wisdom was not understood until I started meditating. A was born into a Christian family that loved me very much. They tried their best to instill all of the virtues that they thought would allow me to have love, hope, and happiness.

Although some of their knowledge was flawed, they tried the best that they could to teach me what they thought was best for me.

As an adult, I can see the intent, but as a child, I did not understand why they did not see the conflict that was taught. I went over ten years looking for the answer that was within me. During my teen years, I already knew intuitively that eating meat was not the right source of nourishment I needed in my body.

As I began the *practice of meditation, I would notice that my meditation was not as impactful as they were when I abstain from eating meat. I say this because, at some point in my adult life, I started eating meat. Although it was my decision, it was a decision I made to be part of my then partners life.

Meditating was the true joy in my life. I traveled to distant places and experienced things that I still have not experienced in this world. I was truly connected to the universe. I remember at one point, in a state of consciousness I traveled to outer space without me being in a meditative state.

Every chance I had I would take the opportunity to meditate.

Most times, I kept a practice of meditating in the morning and before I went to bed. In times of comfort and in states where my vibration was low, I would try to meditate three or more times.

My quest for the truth has been long. I am not saying that I have found the truth, but I do find more and bigger crumbs I can follow towards the truth of our divine power and love. It may take a while or not; either way, do not accept that true power is just for those special people.

Finding the truth is like bathing.

You must do it every day and sometimes more than once a day. If you want to truly find the gift that is inside of you; the true superhuman power that was given to you at birth, you must be relentless in the pursuit of the truth, which is you.